DR. PATH

This was my analysis using the Freudian approach, that sickly Jerry: When I lost the slightly and rickety narcissistic supplies of URI TARZAN, DANNY MENAS, OSCARS, AMPARO and others, it was my "Ego" fault. At that moment my anger could no longer be contained, and I lost them. Then my "Super Ego" try to destroy myself, "punishing" (from whom scumsucker I learned that?!) ... I was in the most primitive degree of pathology (or baby was the best moment of my life, or even as a baby was always frustated excessively!), Introjecting always, imitating others, internalizing (introjecting), totally dependent on the external approvals, in the high level of vulnerability because my oligofrenic sad native condition, that they talked to me, that we were together, that they "wanted" to stay with me... I was dyng for company, as one sang song! Almost totally incapable of doing something for myself. But I'm not that anymore (I heal me).

I suffer some obsessive trends too, spending hours front a mirror changing my clothes. It finished broken, but my diabolic aware father only shown scorn for such waste of money (even if save cash by guidance for his own sake was always a possibility). To me is obvious now that I was displacing a uncomfy self image to my clothes. The stuff was nice, but my level of repress not allow me to see it.